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Fri, Feb. 10th, 2006, 04:22 am
So ya, have aken a bunch of lunetsa (what bull shiyt, givng im a mess, but Im not sleepy at all and I took alot and drank. Ambien is my good. if anyone knows how to get it il pay! Still, I have to say it is a funny sleepy fucked up. Like when you mix K and Dope. Well, mabey not that good, but comfy and relaxing. Also,my hands and head are sloooooow. So sorry if this is a dull entry. This is for Cathrine..
(I said look at you this morning you are by far the cutest,but be carreful getting coffee, I think ther people want to shoot us. Or mabeys theres somekind or local compatishion to see who can be the rudest)
Fri, Jan. 27th, 2006, 02:25 am
Im so tired! I went out with my father, my cousin, my roommate and kelcey tonight. I ate alot, drank even more. We all drank, ALOT. I was so tired. I was so tired last night too, didnt fall asleep till around 6. Now I am awake. Wide awake, with no ciggs, no one to talk to, nothing to read (I have books but my eyes wont really focus), I hate this. I am feeling so sleepy but the minute I try to sleep I am wide awake. That or, worse, I am thinking at lightning speed. I need ambien!!!!!!!!!!!!! I would give my soul for ambien (not really, but close!). Here goes taking another handful of over the counter shit. Wish me luck!
P.S.-on the plus side, my room is spottless!!!
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Tue, Jan. 17th, 2006, 03:51 pm
I got a job! The restaurant that didnt hire me called me today. I start training thursday! Job job job joby job job (my happy 'I got a job' song)! Ha ha, it will take a while but BENEFITS!!!!!!!!! Ahhhh, therapy, meds, doctors, meds, meds, hahahahaha. Im going to take a nap now, feel ill today, cant get sick. Job job joby joby job!
I was going to write a very meaningful entry about what has been going on and why I havent posted in a while. Unfortunately I had a talk with my father tonight (we havent talked in 2 weeks cause he told me he was disappointed in me and my life) and, although the talk went well, I am still to depressed about my life and everything that has been going on. So this is what you all get.
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and so begins another drunken post by either carly or cathrine.
luckily, we are at carly's and will be leaving the embarrassment to her friends list.
as we all know, cathrine, the classier of the two, can not have this kind of shenanigan on her friends list.
she definitely linked her list over here.
we shall chalk it up to reason number 536374859 why i, cathrine, will never be president.
oh, did we mention there were pictures?
well, there are.
and, all you have to do is click on the damn link.
easy as fucking pie.( click the linkkkk!!!! or, if you'd like to help toward the 'cathrine for president' campaign....dont. the less eyes involved, the better.Collapse )
Mon, Dec. 26th, 2005, 11:21 pm
So x-mas was fun fun fun!!! Must silliness and drinking. The tradition of mom and I staying up all x-mas eve to wrap held true and we drank, talked, listened to music and wrapped gifts till 6am. Then x-mas morn at the mom's, fun gifts and silliness, then dad's, amazing gifts and silliness. I got 5 amazing movies...
Naked Lunch (Criterion Collection)
3 great books and...
A DIGITAL CAMERA!!!!!
so now the start up pics. Bear with me, Im new to all of this.( On with the peektures!!Collapse )
Thu, Dec. 22nd, 2005, 01:47 pm
I am so fucking frustrated at the moment!!! I have been scowering Craig's List for weeks now and nothing. I send out resumes and nothing. Course I suppose it doesnt help that my cell phone ran out of minutes a day or so ago. Ah well. To stress me out even more I am unsure of how I will get home for x-mas if this strike goes on. I do not have the cash to take a car to penn station then pay for a train. Argh!!! Have I mentioned yet this year that I hate the hollidays?
On a happy note, my roommates left today for at least a week. Not that I dont love them (and we have been getting along extremely well recently) but it is nice to have my space to myself. Me and the crazy terror of a kitten vegging out (well Im vegging, the kitten is attacking some invisable demon in the corner). She is a terror, it is a good thing she is so cute with her wanky eye and crazy twitchy ears. Not as cute as my Colliope cat, but really, what is.
Okey dokey, guess I had better get back to looking for a job that just doesnt exist. Wish me luck.
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Wed, Dec. 21st, 2005, 05:35 pm
first let me say happy winter solstice!!! I have been tryig to post and, although it is saying I am logged in, every time i try to post it makes me log in at the top of the post ne entry page. That would be all well and good except that then I cant post in any groups and onlyy in my basic journal. Anyone know why or have any ideas to how I can solve this issue?
Tue, Dec. 20th, 2005, 02:38 pm
Ahhhh, a transit strike, good times. I was supposed to go into Manhattan to hand out resumes since I am fucked beyond belief. Guess that isnt going to happen. I am currently watching Bloomburg (fucker) giving a speach and all he keeps saying is "there is no excuse for braking the law" yeah, well someone should tell Bush that (illegal wire taps, what?). Oh I am so wanting to throw things at the TV!!! He just keeps talking about the money NYC is going to lose, well what about the money the working class is going to lose? What about the people who need their pay checks to live and buy holiday gifts? What about the people that cant afford the $10 to take a cab? The older people who cant walk over bridges, or even just the people who arent in the best of health, mabey because they cant afford health insurance. Well, they're not important to this city, he only cares about the tourists and the upper classes. Except now, hummm, he is concerned cause the restaurants those people eat at, the hotels they stay at, the stores they shop at, well, there not open today. Hmmmm, you miss the working class now dont you you mother fucker!!!????